-"She
walks around with that same doll smile crimped between her chin and her nose
and that same calm whir coming from her eyes, but down inside of her she's as
tense as steel."
10/26
2nd
Journal Entry:
-"The
ward hums the way I heard a cotton mill hum once when the football team
played a high school in California."
3rd
Journal Entry:
-"They
had been talking like tourists from the East who figure you've got to talk to
Indians so they'll understand."
-"If
somebody' d of come and and took a look, men watching a blank TV, a
fifty-year-old woman hollering and squealing at the back of their heads about
discipline and order and recriminations, they'd of thought the whole bunch was
crazy as loons."
³Don`t
overlook the possibility that this man might be feigning psychosis to escape
the drudgery of the work farm
³Maybe
after that take him to the electroencephalograph and check his head- we may
find evidence of a need for barn work.²
³Good
morning, Billy; I saw your mother on the way in, she told me to be sure to tell
you she thought of you all the time and knew you wouldn`t disappoint her.²
³He¹s making sure none of the staff see him
bothered by anything; he knows that there¹s no better way in the world to
aggravate somebody who¹s trying to make it hard for you than by acting like
you¹re not bothered